Life is unstable. I'd rather appreciate the time that I have as much as I can before it's gone, even if that means ending up in situations I hadn't planned or dealing with things over my head. Most of the best experiences I've had in my life lately came from having a drink with perhaps the most worthless relation I've ever known. If I hadn't done that, if I hadn't been willing to try something stupid and unstable with someone I didn't care about, I wouldn't be where I am today.-- and I don't mean dead, I mean having an amazing history and getting a second chance. Life's too short to waste it.